With all thats happened, I’ve been trying to keep myself busy just so I don’t think too much [to be honest I know it doesn’t help but as human we do this automatically], but as soon as I get some time for it someone mentions it…. No it just doesn’t get any easier.
I’m one of those people who don’t like to show their weak side to others, I like to keep big things to myself, I like to cope/or try to figure it out on my own. Its probably so much easier to just talk about it but I just don’t want to.
Been advoiding that place, if I could then I would advoid going there…. its too sad, not being able to see what I usually do when I’m there.
[sorry if its not really making much sense, there are things I still don’t want to actually write about]